What would you think of me?

I always thought that the world would end for me if my relationship ended, we had been together for 8 years, my first boyfriend and the one with whom I thought my life would end. Well, he left me overnight and you know what? I was screwed but I decided to enjoy it and hey, I never thought I could enjoy my life as much as I am doing. I´m not looking for love, of course, but I do want to have a good time. You help me? That simple

Really, I don´t stop only when I go to sleep. I like to make a lot of plans and if I don´t have any, I take the opportunity to reconnoiter the house, clean it again or whatever. You will rarely see me lying on the couch one afternoon just watching TV because I even watch movies doing things at home. Sometimes I think that it would be good for me to find someone to slow me down but then I think that I might get bored...

I have always been told that there are certain things in life that you shouldn´t think about so much because if you don´t they will never turn out well and well I think more or less the same, if you think too much you screw up and it doesn´t turn out the way you want but I can´t help but think about it a lot each and every one of the things I do. Now I want and need a stable relationship because after thinking about it a lot, it is what I really want.

I can´t with people who are politically correct just to look good. I can´t deal with people who talk too much and do little good. I am educated but sincere and I don´t care what anyone tells me because of my way of thinking. I look forward to whatever comes up, I start thinking and I don´t care if it´s a stable relationship or a temporary thing, but what I do want of all is to have a good and beautiful friendship. Sometimes I think if this will be good or not, but I want to try and enjoy it.

When I´m halfway clear about something I try not to think about it too much because in the end I end up much more confused than at the beginning. I really like movies but lately I enjoy it much more from home. I dream of setting up a movie theater in my own home and that is the goal I have for the next few months. I like to have parties at my house too since I have a super garden and I also have a wine cellar.

I´m here because I´m looking for a partner, I´m not one for going out and I´m not one for interacting with new guys just because, it´s hard for me to be in a bar and approach a guy like that right off the bat. I don´t do well in relationships with guys with that "hard face" of getting involved and talking, which I know isn´t a bad thing, but the rejection hurts my face. Sometimes I think that it is the fault of my self-esteem that I must have it low although I love myself very much but I always think that I am not enough for others.

Sometimes I need to try a little harder to open up because I´m afraid of looking bad or of people thinking strange things about me. I am very shy and I think that I am inferior to the rest. I don´t like feeling that way but I make myself small. I want to leave my insecurities and let myself be known. I would like to fall in love but it doesn´t just depend on me. I am looking for a boy with patience and who is affectionate. I would like to meet in person and relax and enjoy a little chat.

I´m already a grandmother, actually (I recently turned 60) but don´t think that I´m an old geezer, hahaha I still consider myself a person with a lot of vitality. About myself, I can tell you that I am just as you see me in the photos, that I don´t have a single operation (not even appendicitis) They are photos (not a single touch-up) and current. In short, he calls me mature, granny, old But I don´t care because I still feel with a lot of energy to fight I like to feel young, alive, interact on social networks and above all, in general, I like to make new friends who want to meet me to have a wonderful time doing all kinds of activities that we have in common, even strangers (and why not, even having a Blind date. That´s my philosophy. I don´t have a predefined schedule. I treat each friend in a personalized way and the only thing I have to do to arrange a meeting is to agree with the person who wants to share some mature time with me.

At 50 years old, it´s not that I´m looking for a boyfriend, but rather a special friend to go out with from time to time, together but not mixed up. Life experiences have made me think how I think. If you are interested in knowing about me, you do not have a partner, contact me, so we will know if we share the same hobbies and the same way of thinking. I´m from cordoba.

A while ago I signed up for a casting with a friend thinking it was to participate as an extra in a movie and we found out that it was a porn casting haha we were totally confused, but I was super bold at that time, you know what? I did it and well, I had a great time and I discovered that I liked sex much more than I thought but that I was not worth it in that world. I´m looking for something sporadic and above all morbid.