If I returned to my youth it would be different

I am a traveler. Now I have calmed down and returned to Ávila. Since I found out that I could never be a mother naturally and that with treatments it would also be difficult, I decided to live and enjoy life and I have been traveling and lived in many countries for seasons, including Argentina. Now I have returned to Ávila where I have started working with my parents in their businesses and well I am open to whatever arises.

I am a 26-year-old girl who is looking for a relationship with a young man of 18 or 19 years old. I like men who are generally attractive and have a sense of humor, but what I like most is the curiosity and strength of youth, this has no price, youth divine treasure, my grandmother said, she had a boyfriend 20 years younger. I am looking for friendship.

I want to go back to the same place as I did before, before I was destroying wherever I went, everyone looked at me and everyone turned to look at me, I felt great, I felt important as if I were a Hollywood star, and I´m going to feel that again I would love to have a drink, I´m going to be amazing, yeah.

Do you think I´m going crazy for looking for a relationship these days? I see that fewer and fewer people are looking for love and they call me crazy for doing so, I´m also 24 years old and well I´m young but love doesn´t understand age or anything, I´m one of those who doesn´t really like being on the move. Rather, it makes me uncomfortable sometimes to meet guys just for that because I feel like I use them and I don´t like them.

I am looking for a stable relationship and have often lost my dignity by being next to a boy and I already know that will not happen again. I am looking for a happy boy with a desire to live. I have become what I was, I believe in love again and may it always be that way. I´m a little distrustful but if you earn my trust you will have already earned an important part of me.

I have done many stupid things for love that some I would never do again and others I would repeat with my eyes closed. I am very impulsive, I always act and then think and that´s how it has happened to me sometimes that I have done something wrong and sometimes I have done stupid things too much. I want to fall in love again if I´m lucky.

I am 25 years old in my youth, I live to the fullest, I like to travel, in fact my trips are about adventure. My parents have a motorhome and they leave it to me from time to time and I go with friends and we enjoy it. I´m looking for friends, I don´t want anything serious, I would like to enjoy and not get upset over small things. I like nice guys who don´t have responsibilities because selfishly speaking I want to enjoy myself whenever I feel like it.

I´m one to sign up for everything. The last thing I did, and it was almost without thinking, was bungee jumping and although it was quite scary at first, today I am looking forward to repeating the experience and enjoying it like a girl again. Well, I love experiences like that. Years ago I went skydiving and although that gives me a little more respect, I would love to do it again with an expert attached to me like the first time hehe. And now comes the hard part, I want to fall in love again, without a doubt, that is a strong experience hahaha, I´m a masoca like that, but I miss having someone by my side.

Am I strange because I don´t like parties? Am I strange because I don´t like interacting with friends of my friends? Am I strange because I don´t like clubs? I´m rather shy, I can´t say otherwise, but I´m not strange... I´m 21 years old and they tell me that if I don´t go out I´ll lose my youth... Is youth just about going out to party? I don´t think we´re going, it has nothing to do with it, it´s just that I have other interests in my life.

I have gone to another country without meeting the boy in person just because of struggles for what I wanted at that moment and you know what? I was very happy for a few months until the relationship had to end but I was happy to do the crazy thing I did... I am romantic and very passionate and well I would take the risk again as long as I feel that it is worth it again, but this time I I would like it to be forever.