Sometimes I feel like I don´t fit in

I am very much a woman, I would say. I greatly defend my way of being and my authenticity. I like to always and above all enjoy my life, my body and be all me. I´m looking for just one guy, one who fits me in every way and without speaking we understand each other so well that we don´t need anything else.

I like being in love, it is the best stage in a woman´s life from my point of view. I feel empty and I feel alone even when I am with people, because I also need to have a partner. I don´t ever go with just anyone to fall in love, but I want to have something serious with a guy who fits me perfectly.

I like being in love, it is the best stage in a woman´s life from my point of view. I feel empty and I feel alone even when I am with people, because I also need to have a partner. I don´t ever go with just anyone to fall in love, but I want to have something serious with a guy who fits me perfectly.

Changing your life the way I changed it years ago was not easy. We moved because of considerable improvements in my parents´ work, but in the end I left my entire life behind and it was difficult for me to adapt. From time to time I return to my city but it is not the same anymore. I´ve been here for 5 years and although in general I´m happy because I´m with my family, I feel like I don´t quite fit in with the people. I am 23 years old and I am looking forward to finding a partner.

Well, I do feel really misunderstood and it´s simply because my way of thinking doesn´t fit with that of almost the rest and that doesn´t cause me any problem because I don´t really let it cause it to me but I do feel regular because I don´t understand it. It takes into account sometimes but nothing happens I´m not going to bore you with my life, I want to make friends and disconnect.

I don´t want to just say the first thing that comes out... I want something more premium hahaha well that´s what I call it because I would like to make friends but with those that I really fit in with and that I can talk to and have things in common with. I don´t want to make plans to meet someone who I know I won´t fit in and I only do it for the sake of dating because then I would be disloyal to myself.

The vast majority of my friends are very party-oriented and others have children or are in couples preparing for their weddings and although I love them very much and they love me a lot, sometimes I feel that I do not belong to one group or the other... I am in a stage where I want to find love and I want to start making other types of plans that I really want to carry out. I´m 26 years old, life happens and I don´t want to stay a teenager.

I´m actually from Barcelona but having a little house here allows me to get away every now and then to disconnect and think about my things. Sometimes I come with friends, other times I come with family and occasionally I have come alone so I look to meet an interesting guy when I come alone. I´m far from looking for a relationship since I have my life in Barcelona, but hey, a good friendship and having a good time from time to time, you understand me, well, I do feel like it he he he he he he he

Sometimes I feel like I surround myself with people who have stopped feeling interest in me, and I´m not referring to my family or my closest friends, but to people who I previously saw wanted to meet me, who wanted to get to know me, like some guy, for example, and suddenly It´s like they don´t want to know anything about me. I feel that I lack spark that I have lost something within me due to the stress of work since lately I have been super stressed and I would like to be myself again, I would like to meet someone who can help me be like I was before and why not, to be able to have a nice story or good to have something.

It´s hard for me to fit in because my faces give me away and I don´t know how to be fake or hide when a person is lying to me... But that makes me feel bad, because people are very fake and they give you a good face and then they criticize you. I would like to find a partner. In that sense, I have been alone for a long time and I would like to be in a relationship. I clarify that I have great friends but it is difficult for me to fit into new groups.