I don´t feel like something artificial

Hello, I just left him with my boyfriend and I want to go out, my friends have their families and they can never be away from home except for a little while. I work, during the week I do well, but on the weekends I do feel like doing things... let´s talk and if we like each other, we´ll give each other numbers. Kisses.

My intention on this page is good, I hope you have a good intention with me too. I want a movie love but a real one, I want to feel very loved and cherished. I want to let myself be pampered and pampered too of course. Or I´m selfish and I hate selfishness in general.

I´m Azucena and I´m very morbid. I am addicted to buying underwear, I love thongs and I have more than 500, I easily like them in all colors, shapes, styles and I fall in love with them. I get a big kick out of seeing underwear and trying it on when it arrives. I want a good boy who is also a good fucker but who is also a good friend and I am also looking for a good friend who listens to you and gives you advice.

I believe and affirm that I have a lot to give and make myself known, above all. I am 32 years old, I am very happy and I have many virtues but I also have many defects like everyone else. I don´t feel like wasting my time or having it wasted on me. I want to find everything that arises because that´s why I come, with a very open mind to fully enjoy this experience.

Sometimes I need to try a little harder to open up because I´m afraid of looking bad or of people thinking strange things about me. I am very shy and I think that I am inferior to the rest. I don´t like feeling that way but I make myself small. I want to leave my insecurities and let myself be known. I would like to fall in love but it doesn´t just depend on me. I am looking for a boy with patience and who is affectionate. I would like to meet in person and relax and enjoy a little chat.

I´ve been stuck in my own life for a while, without much motivation... From home to work and from work to home and little else. I want to meet guys for whatever reason, first of all, having a good conversation and then time will decide. I have decided to meet people here because, for example, in a pub or nightclub I don´t approach anyone, I´m embarrassed and I´m afraid of rejection.

Where I suffer the most, at least for me, is at the dentist and I don´t feel like suffering outside of that place, which, thank God, I don´t need to step into much. I want to have a good time and I would like to fall in love but it is difficult not to suffer for love so we will see about that. I don´t like bad-mouthing ball-players because in the end they waste my time and I like to make the most of it whenever life is too short to lose good moments and good people.

Until recently I was in a relationship, which now that I´m single I don´t feel like being in anything at all. In fact, I want to take advantage of it to have time just for myself and if a friend with benefits comes out, then all the better. Right now I have the idea of talking to someone, having something to laugh, not worrying about what they will say and my sentimental feelings.

Right now I want to enjoy a little of whatever comes and I welcome it. They say that when you open your mind and open yourself to others that things turn out the way they should. The universe gives you the best of each person so that you can enjoy it, you just have to take it out and let the best come to you. I´ll wait for you

Sometimes I feel like I surround myself with people who have stopped feeling interest in me, and I´m not referring to my family or my closest friends, but to people who I previously saw wanted to meet me, who wanted to get to know me, like some guy, for example, and suddenly It´s like they don´t want to know anything about me. I feel that I lack spark that I have lost something within me due to the stress of work since lately I have been super stressed and I would like to be myself again, I would like to meet someone who can help me be like I was before and why not, to be able to have a nice story or good to have something.