I´m ashamed of making a fool of myself

I like to take care of myself and take care of myself so you won´t have a problem with me. I will take care of you and respect you. I am looking for a stable relationship. I don´t want anything other than feeling and giving love. One of the reasons why I don´t have sex is because I´m embarrassed because I´m very embarrassed and on top of that I´m very introverted. I´m looking for true love.

For now I want to make friends if something better comes out. I like music and dancing is my passion. I have never taken classes because I am very embarrassed but I dance very well because I have learned from YouTube videos and tutorials and so on. I am sociable and open and I get along very well. Also a fan of horse riding and hiking.

Well, I´m looking for a stable relationship, one of those that begins and ends as an old man when life ends for one of us... I´m a hopeless romantic and although I know there are people who are ashamed to admit it, I´m not ashamed at all because I prefer to be romantic and live a beautiful story than to hide it out of shame and be left wanting.

I´m one to sign up for everything. The last thing I did, and it was almost without thinking, was bungee jumping and although it was quite scary at first, today I am looking forward to repeating the experience and enjoying it like a girl again. Well, I love experiences like that. Years ago I went skydiving and although that gives me a little more respect, I would love to do it again with an expert attached to me like the first time hehe. And now comes the hard part, I want to fall in love again, without a doubt, that is a strong experience hahaha, I´m a masoca like that, but I miss having someone by my side.

I´ve been stuck in my own life for a while, without much motivation... From home to work and from work to home and little else. I want to meet guys for whatever reason, first of all, having a good conversation and then time will decide. I have decided to meet people here because, for example, in a pub or nightclub I don´t approach anyone, I´m embarrassed and I´m afraid of rejection.

I´m shy and I don´t like being the center of attention. I´m very embarrassed. I turn red and start to stutter. They tell me I´m adorable when it happens to me, but I´m much more embarrassed. Little by little I would like to overcome that since the truth is that I have a hard time. I want to have a beautiful love story that, if possible, would last a lifetime, although I know that you cannot choose that.

I am very embarrassed that they look at me a lot, I turn red and turn my head. Many say that this is a girl thing, but why should it be a girl thing to be embarrassing? Better so than not edge right? Because shame sometimes makes people a little more blunt and that does seem bad to me. I am open to everything good that comes to me. I have no idea how the chats work since it is my first time.

I´m Astrid and everyone tells me I´m a beauty, what do you think? The truth is that I´m embarrassed when people compliment me, I´m embarrassed when they tell me how pretty I am and things like that. Do I look pretty? Yes, because I have beautiful self-esteem and in other circumstances in my life where I was chubby or skinnier, I have always looked great. Now I take good care of myself because I like to look pretty, but for myself and above all for my own health.

I´m into photos, not videos. I´m embarrassed, especially now that platforms that upload videos and so on are so fashionable. Hehe, I can´t do that, I´m not good at it. I´m quite embarrassing, I don´t do it on purpose, but I couldn´t help it either. I am looking for a normal relationship and a moment of friendship and after whatever arises

They say that we crazy people have a special charm because we barely have a filter. They say that we are much better at taking care of children because we are more affectionate... I don´t know if it is true or not but with me it is true that I am very affectionate and I like to take care of everyone, not just the children of course. Of course I don´t have a filter and I say everything that goes through my head and I´m also crazy, I like to enjoy life and I´m not ashamed.