I don´t want to get sad

You have to put passion and flavor into life because then...?, it´s something sad and meaningless, without passion it´s like living in an automated way, nothing to do with how I am, but I look around me and it´s like that How I see people and I don´t like anything...I´m looking for friendship and meeting new people...?

You never know what you want from a person until you find them... some are good for some things and others for others. I don´t have a partner, open to what may happen. In a friend I hope to go out, to share hobbies, to advise me, to give me their opinion and in a partner I look for loyalty, to feel loved and alive (they don´t have to be a machine in sex) we talk to see what two things you can do. be you for me?

I am looking for a very morbid mature man who wants to act as a sugar daddy with me, my boyfriend agrees, we would like him to be our accomplice to create morbid situations, at discos, festivals, beaches, etc. I am very liberal and always in agreement with my boyfriend, I like to show off secretly, let people touch me in public and generally make guys horny. We only do it when we go out to party and we let ourselves go little by little, the idea is to end the night at home and behave like a little slut for him, it´s not even necessary to go any further.

I say this because sometimes they have used me to make me jealous or to forget a relationship and then I suffered a lot. I can give you what you ask for if I receive what I ask for. A mutual relationship to achieve happiness. But I don´t want to get carried away hehe, I don´t want you to think that I´m too tacky and get bored just reading my profile because I´m a very interesting girl and you´re going to see it for yourself.

I feel like no one understands me when I don´t want to go out because I feel sad for no reason, or when I suddenly feel like dancing and laughing. I am very sensitive and everything affects me a little more than others but honestly with love and affection everything can be fixed. I would like to find love but I am very afraid of suffering but I know that at some point I have to face all that. Let it be what it has to be.

At 28 years old I am still studying and at the same time moving my business forward. I love studying, I like to nourish myself with new knowledge and learning. I am looking for love, which is so difficult to find and especially to maintain, but I would like to test myself again to correct many of my mistakes from other relationships. I also like to have fun and make cool plans with friends or family.

I want to find a partner and feel loved for once in my life. I have had partners, yes, but I have not felt, dear, how a person must feel when they are in a relationship. I immediately give of myself to others and make them feel loved with me.

Sometimes it is difficult for us to find what we are looking for, to know that person or those people. Things are a little bad for me in the field of consumerist love... In all of that things are going terribly for me and now that you want me to tell you, I am ready for everything that arises at any moment, feeling like a desired woman, dearly loved, or everything at the same time. I´m 26 years old and I´m too young to be like this hahaha it seems like I´m having one of those existential crises but I´m not like that hahaha.

I´m already a grandmother, actually (I recently turned 60) but don´t think that I´m an old geezer, hahaha I still consider myself a person with a lot of vitality. About myself, I can tell you that I am just as you see me in the photos, that I don´t have a single operation (not even appendicitis) They are photos (not a single touch-up) and current. In short, he calls me mature, granny, old But I don´t care because I still feel with a lot of energy to fight I like to feel young, alive, interact on social networks and above all, in general, I like to make new friends who want to meet me to have a wonderful time doing all kinds of activities that we have in common, even strangers (and why not, even having a Blind date. That´s my philosophy. I don´t have a predefined schedule. I treat each friend in a personalized way and the only thing I have to do to arrange a meeting is to agree with the person who wants to share some mature time with me.

So out of curiosity... Is there anyone who is like me and doesn´t like the rain? Rainy days also make me sad, I don´t like dark days. I would like to fall in love and live those most beautiful days, put a special color on them, what do you say?