I will not cry again for love

If there is something that I don´t like at all and that makes me very, very sad, it is goodbyes. Since I was little, when I went to my grandparents´ house to their summer house and the time came to leave, I cried and cried and that´s how I always go, and that´s how I continue, It´s hard for me, I´m a stay-at-home girl. I would love to have a drink now.

I am a traveler. Now I have calmed down and returned to Ávila. Since I found out that I could never be a mother naturally and that with treatments it would also be difficult, I decided to live and enjoy life and I have been traveling and lived in many countries for seasons, including Argentina. Now I have returned to Ávila where I have started working with my parents in their businesses and well I am open to whatever arises.

My passion for things, especially for art, is incredible, sometimes I even cry when I look at one of my favorite artists... I am a painter and sculptor and I play the saxophone, I have performed in very important places but I don´t say that because I am shy and humble by excess or defect. I am looking for friendship and new friends.

I want to go back to the same place as I did before, before I was destroying wherever I went, everyone looked at me and everyone turned to look at me, I felt great, I felt important as if I were a Hollywood star, and I´m going to feel that again I would love to have a drink, I´m going to be amazing, yeah.

Affectionate and romantic, I need to find love with a boy like me. I am sensitive, I cry easily but I am not fragile or vulnerable. I have my own character and I don´t let anyone laugh at me so don´t confuse all of the above with being stupid, don´t fool me, treat me with love and I will treat you the same.

I am clear that I want to enjoy life after leaving my last partner. First you suffer and cry and then you laugh and overcome. Now to enjoy what arises, always being true to yourself and happy so that no one can say that you only know how to cry and you don´t enjoy life, as people are very given to giving their opinions when you don´t ask them to do so, although you have to be happy. mainly by oneself

When a relationship ends there are several options, one is to stay at home crying and another is to enjoy life again in a totally different way, and I have chosen to enjoy life in a way that I had never done but that I want now. do it yourself. I´m open to everything but today only a relationship for something sexual and sporadic and also a little friendship.

I have done many stupid things for love that some I would never do again and others I would repeat with my eyes closed. I am very impulsive, I always act and then think and that´s how it has happened to me sometimes that I have done something wrong and sometimes I have done stupid things too much. I want to fall in love again if I´m lucky.

I don´t want to have trouble with anyone, I don´t like having to argue with anyone, especially not over stupid things and misunderstandings because I have a bad time with an argument, no matter how stupid it may be, and I cry a lot, so I don´t want bad feelings, I´m open to whatever arises, but in good time and always politely.

I have gone to another country without meeting the boy in person just because of struggles for what I wanted at that moment and you know what? I was very happy for a few months until the relationship had to end but I was happy to do the crazy thing I did... I am romantic and very passionate and well I would take the risk again as long as I feel that it is worth it again, but this time I I would like it to be forever.