For now I think friendship

I am looking for men interested in maintaining a friendship with mature women in Barcelona like me. I consider myself a mature woman in all aspects and I think I would be a good advisor for a good friend. So far I have had many friendships, but I consider that none of them have been good enough to last over time. I would love to find a man interested in friendship to establish a beautiful friendship. I wouldn´t like them to try to go beyond that relationship since it´s the only thing I´m looking for. I believe that a man who seeks friendship must have clear ideas.

I am not one of those women for serious relationships, not at all, nor sporadic ones, I do have one nights because they are just that... I don´t believe in anything that lasts, I believe in the ephemeral because life itself is, I believe in the ephemeral. moments and I know that it is enough to start to finish. I am looking for friendship, I always believe in friends.

I believe in friendships for life and I also believe that you can make friends even in hell so I am here to make good friends and who knows what will arise, I know it probably sounds cliché but I got carried away for what happens between two adult and free people

Lately I see a lot of videos of supposed UFOs... Do you think they exist? I don´t believe it but I do believe that there are many people who believe in it and I respect it, I believe more in life after death but that is something else. The case is that I am open to whatever arises. I like dates where we can talk about interesting topics

I have never believed myself to be better than anyone else, on the contrary, I have always believed myself to be inferior and I know that it is a self-esteem problem that now I feel that I don´t have that problem, I simply believe that I am like any other person. I am looking for a stable relationship but a nice friendship and having a good time also helps me, although with my age I prefer a stable relationship

I believe in sincere love, I believe in love for life and above all I believe in absolute fidelity. I think there are still people who believe in love that is faithful and that likes to be in a relationship and that, if possible, lasts a lifetime. I would like to form a beautiful and exemplary family. I am happy but I feel incomplete. It is a feeling of mine that I hope to be able to change very soon.

I say I think because there are things that I obviously don´t like but of course there are things that I discover in my life that I say come on, well if I didn´t like it and now I love it haha I talk about all aspects of life, I don´t think there are people in that sense more I´m grateful that I´m going because I´m also happy with almost everything. I´m not demanding. I just like some things to turn out more or less the way I want them. In short, I think I´m a gem but they haven´t discovered me yet hehe, what do you think?

I can´t believe your words if I don´t see a bias in them. I am sometimes too trusting and what happens to me happens for that very reason... I am clear about what I want and what I don´t want in my life and right now the only thing I want is to have a healthy relationship that is sincere and free of toxicities but it is difficult and that´s why I want to find a guy for true friendship and then we´ll see what we show each other.

I have been working for an insurance company for some time and although it is not the job of my life, it is going quite well for me and I am still there. The good thing about this job is that I have learned to be patient so I think I have developed a gift with patience hehehe. Right now I´m looking for friendship, disconnection and having good times. I like guys more or less my age and a little older too, but not younger unless you´re just looking for friendship.

I´ve been told that I always look at the coolest guys because I´m into the idea that they end up hurting me, I´m into that type of masochism, but do you think that´s the case? Do you think there is someone who likes to be consciously hurt? I don´t think it´s masochism, I just notice the wrong guys. I would like to find someone with a different attitude and who really knows how to treat me well.