I want to think well

Let´s see if I can get out of the singles club where I´m in... freedom is good, but having company and feeling loved is missing. When I got divorced, I thought I wouldn´t want to try again, but time heals everything and I want to open my heart again to someone who deserves it.

I am a mature woman and I have had a relationship with a young boy and I have felt very loved and desired and at the same time bad, as the saying goes "he who sleeps with children.." well that is what has happened to me, I am already recovering and I think that I am much more into having a serious and stable relationship, that´s right yes.

I want to find a partner and feel loved for once in my life. I have had partners, yes, but I have not felt, dear, how a person must feel when they are in a relationship. I immediately give of myself to others and make them feel loved with me.

I always thought that the world would end for me if my relationship ended, we had been together for 8 years, my first boyfriend and the one with whom I thought my life would end. Well, he left me overnight and you know what? I was screwed but I decided to enjoy it and hey, I never thought I could enjoy my life as much as I am doing. I´m not looking for love, of course, but I do want to have a good time. You help me? That simple

Really, I don´t stop only when I go to sleep. I like to make a lot of plans and if I don´t have any, I take the opportunity to reconnoiter the house, clean it again or whatever. You will rarely see me lying on the couch one afternoon just watching TV because I even watch movies doing things at home. Sometimes I think that it would be good for me to find someone to slow me down but then I think that I might get bored...

I have always been told that there are certain things in life that you shouldn´t think about so much because if you don´t they will never turn out well and well I think more or less the same, if you think too much you screw up and it doesn´t turn out the way you want but I can´t help but think about it a lot each and every one of the things I do. Now I want and need a stable relationship because after thinking about it a lot, it is what I really want.

Hello, it seems to me that time has healed my heart... I separated more than three years ago and I never thought I would feel like falling in love again and feeling loved. Life never knows, I am one of those who let myself go as it happens. the events, I propose to talk and if we like each other we give each other the numbers.

When I´m halfway clear about something I try not to think about it too much because in the end I end up much more confused than at the beginning. I really like movies but lately I enjoy it much more from home. I dream of setting up a movie theater in my own home and that is the goal I have for the next few months. I like to have parties at my house too since I have a super garden and I also have a wine cellar.

I´m here because I´m looking for a partner, I´m not one for going out and I´m not one for interacting with new guys just because, it´s hard for me to be in a bar and approach a guy like that right off the bat. I don´t do well in relationships with guys with that "hard face" of getting involved and talking, which I know isn´t a bad thing, but the rejection hurts my face. Sometimes I think that it is the fault of my self-esteem that I must have it low although I love myself very much but I always think that I am not enough for others.

Sometimes I need to try a little harder to open up because I´m afraid of looking bad or of people thinking strange things about me. I am very shy and I think that I am inferior to the rest. I don´t like feeling that way but I make myself small. I want to leave my insecurities and let myself be known. I would like to fall in love but it doesn´t just depend on me. I am looking for a boy with patience and who is affectionate. I would like to meet in person and relax and enjoy a little chat.