I´ve always thought that I didn´t like sex enough

I always thought that the world would end for me if my relationship ended, we had been together for 8 years, my first boyfriend and the one with whom I thought my life would end. Well, he left me overnight and you know what? I was screwed but I decided to enjoy it and hey, I never thought I could enjoy my life as much as I am doing. I´m not looking for love, of course, but I do want to have a good time. You help me? That simple

I have always been told that there are certain things in life that you shouldn´t think about so much because if you don´t they will never turn out well and well I think more or less the same, if you think too much you screw up and it doesn´t turn out the way you want but I can´t help but think about it a lot each and every one of the things I do. Now I want and need a stable relationship because after thinking about it a lot, it is what I really want.

If you are worth it, I will fight to see each other for example because then you are also worth a joy. What am I looking for? I´m here for everything and I don´t plan to veto anything since I think the experience is too worth it. I have been living alone for 4 years now and I am 22 years old. I have always been very independent and I had the possibility of becoming independent and that is what I did.

I think a lot about a future with a partner and forming a beautiful story, I think that my time has come to fall in love and that is why I want it so much. Likewise, I am open to whatever comes up as long as it makes me happy and makes me feel special. Add that I have back problems and sometimes I am not able to make many plans but when I am overwhelmed I make all the plans that come to mind.

Love and sex that always go hand in hand. Whenever I have started to meet someone without commitment, we have ended up together because for me, sex unites and gives rise to feelings, which is why I look for both things together. I have no problem starting out as friends without commitment but you must be sincere and be single because that ends up happening and I always go with that intention.

I never thought that a stormy relationship would change me so much for the rest of my life. I thought it would be something more temporary but it has really changed me and maybe it is for the better because I am in a moment where I no longer let myself be influenced by anything or anyone but whoever I trust takes my heart forever.

I´m here because I´m looking for a partner, I´m not one for going out and I´m not one for interacting with new guys just because, it´s hard for me to be in a bar and approach a guy like that right off the bat. I don´t do well in relationships with guys with that "hard face" of getting involved and talking, which I know isn´t a bad thing, but the rejection hurts my face. Sometimes I think that it is the fault of my self-esteem that I must have it low although I love myself very much but I always think that I am not enough for others.

I have always thought and I still think that life is magic, that there are bad moments like in everything but also very good ones and that is what we always have to stay with. Life is magic, it is beautiful, it gives us many interesting moments... You also have to provoke them sometimes and I am here for that, honestly.

Thinking about the future has always overwhelmed me, for me it is important to live in the present and that the future arrives and I hope it surprises me day by day. Demomento has been half-hearted and not on my part because I always give everything for love and if I am with someone I become much more sincere if possible and I am always super faithful. If you´re like me, I´m sure we were going to really hit it off.

Being vicious in sex is not a bad thing, on the contrary I think it is a pretty good thing. Sex is the order of the day and as long as it is enjoyed with mind and security, you have to give it your all. I am not going to tie myself to anyone just for sex since I can have it without being in a relationship and it is what I want at that moment. I am not a feminist but I am a very empowered woman and I will continue to be that way.