I want to think that I will find love

Maybe it´s my thing but why do I never find guys who love and respect me? They always fool me with false feelings... Why? I´m looking for love and I´m a little unmotivated now, I think I´m not going to find the perfect man and that hurts my soul. Will I find someone once and for all?

You never know what you want from a person until you find them... some are good for some things and others for others. I don´t have a partner, open to what may happen. In a friend I hope to go out, to share hobbies, to advise me, to give me their opinion and in a partner I look for loyalty, to feel loved and alive (they don´t have to be a machine in sex) we talk to see what two things you can do. be you for me?

I am very afraid of feeling alone, I have a terrible time when it happens to me. It should be said that I am surrounded by a wonderful family of 10 and some friends who I would not change for anything either, but I live alone and sometimes I think that I will be left like this, alone, without a partner that I will not find my better half and that destroys me... I know it´s just my thought but I want to find that person and stop having those thoughts.

I always thought that the world would end for me if my relationship ended, we had been together for 8 years, my first boyfriend and the one with whom I thought my life would end. Well, he left me overnight and you know what? I was screwed but I decided to enjoy it and hey, I never thought I could enjoy my life as much as I am doing. I´m not looking for love, of course, but I do want to have a good time. You help me? That simple

Really, I don´t stop only when I go to sleep. I like to make a lot of plans and if I don´t have any, I take the opportunity to reconnoiter the house, clean it again or whatever. You will rarely see me lying on the couch one afternoon just watching TV because I even watch movies doing things at home. Sometimes I think that it would be good for me to find someone to slow me down but then I think that I might get bored...

For a few months here I feel that life is passing me very quickly and that I have not achieved everything I thought I would achieve before I was 30... I am 29 years old and I am still single... I do have the economic and job stability that I always dreamed of and I live alone but I also dreamed of being in a relationship soon and I see myself as single so I basically come to meet girls and see if I can find love once and for all.

Sometimes it is difficult for us to find what we are looking for, to know that person or those people. Things are a little bad for me in the field of consumerist love... In all of that things are going terribly for me and now that you want me to tell you, I am ready for everything that arises at any moment, feeling like a desired woman, dearly loved, or everything at the same time. I´m 26 years old and I´m too young to be like this hahaha it seems like I´m having one of those existential crises but I´m not like that hahaha.

I truly believe that the love of our life is not the first love, in fact that love is only important because it is the first. Sometimes you find it the first time and if it is the love of your life and the only one you grow old with, but that doesn´t happen today. I am yet to find the love of my life and I suppose he will be here, which I think is where I have left to look hehe

I just signed the divorce papers a few months ago and I thought I would have a bad time but no... I am clear that I don´t want to know anything about love for at least a couple of years but I won´t give up a good fuck for anything in the world. I am looking for men between 40 and 50 years old, if possible, with no romantic situation, that is, single or divorced. I´m not looking for love but for comfort and availability I find it much better to be with a single person.

There is nothing I want more than to fall in love. I have so much healthy envy of lovers... my friends with their partners... The couples I see on the street... but I feel like I´m not prepared and I would like... They tell me my friends who thought they weren´t ready until they found their partners and realized why they weren´t ready and it´s because they were waiting for the love of their life... Will that happen to me, friend?